tonight
like all nights
i find myself restless

Missing him
and knowing
he'll be here soon.

things to sell
Planing to do
things to buy
schedules to be made

each day
i grow more excited
that soon
i will no longer have to be separated by the sea

soon, i can stay by him
sickness and health
sadness and joy
though richer or poorer.
and honor him.

I have anxiety
and I know,
even though it is hard to deal with
at most stressful

I know he'll be by my side

I'm a big girl.
and i also know
he'll love me no matter how big i get.

I need to shake off the negative
and think only the positive

I trust him
I love him

he is perfect to me
in every way.
i don't care what anyone else thinks

i wouldn't change My Scottie honey for the world.

I love and miss you baby
I look forward to marrying you.