well i just got these acrillic nails put on, yu KNow the ones there they like cement them on so they won't come off eaiILY ANd....fuckin caps...i have to type slower to make sure i don't hit caps lock...meh.

today is my fiancee's birthday, and right now i am kicking my own ass cause i'm not there. i wanted to be there and cause of fucking stupid family bullshit i couldn't!!!

so right now i am trying hard to do as my sisters theripst told me.

Happy birthday baby..i'm sorry it wasn't the day you wanted...i kinda blame myself for it.

i love and miss you scottie honey
i look forward to being your wife.